I am one of those victims just like you. I have been here since last 10 years and doing decent job. Just like you feel everyday, I feel the same way. I don't feel I am in familiar place. I still feel I am in totally strange place. I don't know where I am going. My wife, children are here but still I fill I am very unsafe in this place. Just a few days ago my father-in-law passed away. We were shocked. My wife kept crying but nothing could be done. We immediately purchased expensive ticket for my wife but still could not get ticket for 7th day process of mourning. I keep thinking this strange life. What is this? It is kind of a dream and we are sleeping somewhere outside this world. When we die this dream breaks and we will wake up somewhere that is beyond our reach. What a strange life in this strange world.