Somewhere I read that "OUR BELOVED ONES LEAVE THIS WORLD BUT THEY DON'T LEAVE OUR HEART". Please accept my heartfelt condolence and sincere sympathy on the passing of your father. Abstract, I have been through this and I know how you must be feeling right now. This is the part I hate most being abroad that you cann't be there when your beloved ones need you the most. You have to be strong for your family, go home and be there with other members of your family. Good luck and have a safe journey back home.