Bikas Juy you are definitely a teddy bear inside, I can imagine what this cruel world has done to you. I went thru similar ordeal myself couple of months back. My friend there is no easy answer, especially people like you and me. We have a heart of gold and a hole in our soul. You have been emotionally tormented these malicious sajhaites and I understand your pain. I feel like I know even though I have never met you before. Hang in there my brother, there is definitely light at the end of the tunnel, there is a sun shine after rain and the birds will sing again. I know you are like a coconut, just like me, hard on the outside and soft and deliciously tender in the inside. Don’t let these handfuls of evil doers break that precious coconut. Unfortunately, I know it already has and there is nothing we can do about it. You mentioned psychiatrist but my friend you will soon find out there is nothing much he can do about it either, nothing can mend your innocent broken heart. My brother when there is no answer, I have known from my experience you always turn to alcohol. I hope you find taste of Bud Ice 40 exquisite, because I certain did. There is no better friend then good old Bud. And brother, let me tell you something else it cost only $1.99 at the most. From my years of wisdom, I have learned something valuable; it is not about quality its about quantity. Don’t ever forget that. After two or three bottles of 40’s, all of yours lost splendor will restored and before you know you will be past out on that green grass watching the sunset from the corner of your eyes. After couple months, I hope you upgrade to Schlitz malt liquor which is much cheaper and more tastefully potent then Bud Ice 40. I hope you take my advice and be that teddy bear that you always were. And remember you don’t have to cry yourself to sleep there is always bud ice 40 waiting for you.