Racheeta, It seems he doesn't understand life here. Why not try to make him understand that you're not trying to copy anyone. I think he's just insecure and he's trying to put you down. Try to make him understand...a long distant relationship is hard but if you love him from the bottom of your heart and the love is mutual, you guys have to work together to make this work. Wanting to kill yourself is the wrong way out. That's stupid...why take your life away because some guy isn't treating you well? I suggest you talk to him, seriously, one on one and explain to him that you ARE YOU WILL REMAIN YOU! Living in the US changes some people but it hasn't changed you. Your parents know about your love yes... but that's not a reason to stay with someone... would you rather live the rest of your life misery or make a change now when things aren't as complicated? Hope it all works out. BTW, you don't need a "nepali" to talk to about this, anyone who is a freind could give you some care and support and try to help you.