Hey, If the guy is ignoring you, I really dont see any solutions. If he chooses to part ways, the only thing you can do and have to do is to hang on there. Time is the greatest healer and slowly you will start feeling better. This is not easy so you better talk with you parents about this problem, it will help. If you keep it to yourself it is going to take the worst form. Dont worry about loosing him because if he doesnt want you, he was never yours. Another thing life ma chaheko sabbai kura pauna sakidaina, life ma adjust garnuparchha. Suicide is, like everybody has said, out of question. Life sab bhanda thulo kura boyfriend/girlfriend haina, family ho especially parents. Think what will they go through if you commit suicide. And you know there are so many people waiting for you to do something, America ma padna aayeko Nepali student ko responsibilty ho ki u nepal ma gayera nepali haru ko laagi kehi garos. So try to keep yourself cool. THe more you think the more it is going to hurt. Also padhai chahi bigarnu hunna kei bhaye pani.