Hi I feel kind of sorry for you. At first, I believe your education is more important for you. So, get some counselling or guidance from someone who has higher experience and education in your area of intrest. Just close your eyes and think, 3 years in united states and what you have achieved. Does that balance work in your future? Just get your brain occupied towards your future. Ani kura ayo boyfriend ko. Sometimes guys act weird. (As for me, I do love my girlfriend and it's kind of long-distance relationship, just a visit in a month. I do love her, tara sometimes you, it happens. I act weird towards her unknowingly. I don't mean to hurt but sometimes it happens. )This kind of stuffs happen are not abnormal because , the daily activities the partners go through don't relate one another, so the conversation doesn't go in an intresting way. Tesaile, I suggest ki try to involve him in your daily activities as much as can, and let him know, like if you are an artist, try to sketch him and let him know, scan it and mail him. This all hits his first/second degree of stimuli which is very powerful. Personal relationship ma dialectical conflicts harek manusya ma huncha, But to make the relationship healthy, u got manage it. Ani eti dherainai bhayeko ho bhane, give him a visit before he thinks to surprise him. All the best for your upcoming future. Futher queries just email me at zephyrsando@yahoo.com