Well guys firstly thanks to all for making it very much thoughtful and sensitive. Let me express a bit, As most of you say, Why the hell i got married if i didnot love the girl, you guys are absolutely right. it was my mistake to do the arrange marriage. For me mistake is a mistake, but it does not mean that whole of my life i have to live with something which is not the will of my heart. You guys are used to it, its the part of your tradition and bondage but not for me. Compromise needs in life which brings fullness of love if theres hope and future. But what if its not there! And for those of you can live with compramise who think life is a shit and u feel that your life is not yours because u think somebody else is the master of your life. If you want to say I' m not mature thats right, everybody at a time goes through this. but i dont lean on your judgment or understandings. To Brain malfunction, You need to see a doctor to check your ceribrum because thats the place in brain where all your wisdom is stored, seems its empty, better you refill some. If you want to know what i would do if it happens with my sister, I would ask her to forget the past and make a future of her own. life does not ends there. its upto you how important you think present time for you beacuase we are all guests of this world. And if you want to be happy in present leave the unhappy moments. SOLVE THE PROBLEM IN THE RIGHT WAY, IF YOU ARE COMPRAMISING THAN YOUR NOT SOLVING IT. compramise applies in life but theres some situation in life where everything has limit! Do i have to ask anyone to give me FREEDOM? thats all i want. Everything happens in God's time and i am sure God will restore her with everything that she dont know yet or has not yet expected! Dont feel hard- be blessed.