Amazing Bro, Sorry to hear this news....i am feeling sad for you too.....but as namsakar said you have to get it out from it.....life never always go on so have to flow with it...euta ukti yaad aayo "if life gives you 100 reasons to cry show the life that you have 1000 reasons to smile"...i know it's easy to say rather than doing so...but try it out.....who knows you may able to solve this... MY GOOD LUCK FOR YOU.