sex tension...? When did you have the tension? before younad ex with the prostitute or after you did it? You shold have been thinking aboout your wife before you naled that prostitute. There is one thing you can do now. Tell your wife what happened. Tell her that you don't deserve to be with her and you want her to divorce you. Then go to Pashupati and become a jogi or a become a social worker and contribute to awareness of AIDS and other STDs