cleo, there were days, at different stages of my early life, when i had crushes on people. you know them (remember gaushala? hahaha :P)...those crushes are all amateur love. they come and go by coz they are all -- just plain freaking crush. by amateur love i wanted to point to those crushes. now i have grown up, and who knows it better than you? ahem! bujyo, akkal ko dushman? :P LooTe