well derai jana le dherai ramro naramro bhannu bhayo thats fine . am happy to know i can file for divorce but am not sure if i do that how much money do i have to pay to lawyer coz i don't have lots of money. and after divorce also will i be able to keep my gc and ssnumber????????? coz this guy told me he can deport me to nepal . is that ture? i agree i have done the mistake but this guy is not good at all. sometime he tries to kick me out in the middle of the night and tell me if i try to do anything bad to him he will do worste to me so am scear.