. real_me , have been following some of your posts recently. amazing to me it sounds, that you so desperately need it! First, are you sure you need it ? cos , if you want it , you get it ! if you want it that desperate , nothing could stop you from refraining actually. The thing is : can you make love with someone whom you dont love ? [ this is in context to many rejections that you've made in sajha ] lol .. anyways , good luck for your hunt or whatever it is called! Pathetic it may sound, if i were given a choice with the best alcohol and a girl to me right now, i would go for the alcohol. LOL .. i aint giving any justifications to the statement i made however.