SimpleGal I'm glad you liked the thread that I created which helped you in some extent to pour your feelings into words and helped all of us to understand the feelings of being helpless, sad, enjoy, in some extent about the way of life. It is good to read your words. Thank you so much. We are with you:) and that's the way the life goes.......day and night till the end. Keep up your dream with a little smile on your face, rest will come to you sooner or latter.