Nas bro ! going through your post, I see a lot of chaos in your mind. My mind is serene, quiet. There was a time when I used to be a pure yogi, free from delusions, with overwhelming love and inner peace. Although American life has left me with little time for meditation, the "good" in me is in the subconscious. Don't be mistaken that i love only those who agree with me. I love all, so i wanted to get rid of the chaos u were creating in sajha, with reference to some trivial and made-up stories. Its just because baba loves everyone, you, me, all. If not there was a time when I was like, there is a time when i am not like you. He has been indifferent to all these and accepted me and millions like me. He is beyond the field of cause and effect. Well regarding your dream, its self-evident that its fake. This is my last posting for you regarding this issue. Read every word i have written to u in many postings and many threads, just to remove your illusion,and to see the truth. God give u intuition to see world the way it is, to see everything in its pure nature, to create a good environment for everyone in sajha. goodbye