ratobhaley is correct. marry a gay american. this is america and so don't have to be shy lor. in america hor you can get everthing if you work hard la. also people here are not like in nepal lor. if you hold hand of any guy in nepal they say chi chic hi. but ha.......here things are diffent. even if you kiss the guy in the public they won't bother you. this is America lor. freedom and it's your right. nobody would try to take away your freedom and your right. so if you cannot get the white/black chick get the bhaley. obtaining SSN is easy. you can buy in the market. or if you know any nepali faggot living near you steal his identity. good luck