Posted by: kamakshi September 11, 2006
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Oh this is killing me. :( I know it's me who has to decide but I am so tensed for the last 3 weeks and I saw few people posting their problems here so I decided to post mine.
This is a little bit complicated. I was in a relationship with this guy which started five and half years back. We both loved each other and we both were committed even for marriage. We both were in Nepal at that time. Then he came to US and I was left alone. He used to write emails and sometimes even give me calls. For some reason, after few months, he completely cut off the contacts. I thought he dumped me. I went through a mental trauma for having to lose him. It still gives me creeps by remembering those days.
I came to US three years back (2.5 years after it happened). Just few months back, I was proposed by this guy who goes to the same school where I go. Although I did not love him initially, I could not help and accepted his proposal. We have been dating for 6 months and I have started to like him more than before. He is a very nice person, very caring and modest. I was thinking that I have found my Mr. right.
But just a month back, my ex contacted me surprisingly. He got my number from one of our common friends. We talked over the phone all night, and he explained me about the tension of work/study he was going through at that time, which kept him away from keeping in touch with me while I was in Nepal. He told me that he still loves me like anything and even will marry with me if need be.
I am not sure what to tell him. I had almost forgotten him, but he came back again all of a sudden. I don't want to leave my current bf as well, he has been extremely sincere with me so far. I am in trap. What should I do? :(