Well then you are depressed, at least you admitted it. Now thats a start, just beware of that fact that you will be going to be in this funk for a while. The only prescription for you is TIME. It will heal once you give it enough of that TIME medication. But the only problem with us humans in this modern world is that we want to take that pill now and get it over with. It is not asperin, take it and headache is gone. he he