really uncle sidster? :P Number, okay let me rephrase what i was trying to say to you. you think and other people think that you are blindly in love with the girl. But love is actually not blind. If you perform psychological disorder test, then you're bound to find out a number of disorders you might have. So i'd suggest you to first do some personality disorder test and then work on becoming a normal person. you will be able to get out of the trouble you're currently in on your own. here is the link for your convenience: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv om shanti...