"dont understand why it is so hard for her to tell me I dont love you anymore, i have lost interest on you, i am over with you and so on. why she still calls me and try to show some sympathy? why she tries to show me that she cares for me. " Go back and read dude.I already answered this for u. U wont understand because ur blindly in love. U want to hear what ur currupt mind wants to hear. There is no cure for u. Time will helf u forget about her. May be in 5 years u will get over her. U love her so much that even if u find another person rt away, u will keep comparing the new gurl to ur old Bi&ch and it will be never the same to ya. U will destroy the new gurls emotions too. Go on isolation, disappear, change college, Get a new I 20...i dont know how else ppl here in sajha can help u. There is no cure for u. U JUST DONT WANT TO BELIEVE WHAT UR FRIENDS HAVE TO SAY.