nepaali..hah!..i dunno why but i have a strong feeln u missed smthin.. err.. in that other thread?(which is good!cos everythin happens for a reason?;oP hehe)not that i remember hehe..but yeah..just had to share with u wat i cant stop thinkin right now :oS hehe..this thot tht..is me thot right or wrong?only u have the answer re kya ;oP hehe.. ok that said..lets get on with it?hehe..did wanna type here last time..so am kinda glad im here..but yeah enuf of 'dramas'(more to come?;oP)lets get on with it?hehe.. and oh dun be sorry!pls!(tho kinda felt like i was cared for..for a while there!which did feel ..errr u know nice?;oP hehe)..i mean ..who knows that just might end up me ramblin more goin about me whole dumb life?;oP hehe..everyones lifes a roller coaster aint it?..its just when we are too "busy" riding(and enjoyin the experience of the ride) on our own ..we dun really notice the other roller coasters and the riders of them?..unless we are at the point of ride ..where it aint that exhilarating..or that unnerving..then might we notice wats around us?that there are other rollercoasters?higher than us!looks way scarier than ours?and there are other riders..ridin them?hehe.. but in the end..when wasnt life a rollercoaster?its just smtimes it doesnt feel like one?..esp when the angle of the fall/climb aint that steep?when it doesnt feel like its either a fall nor a climb?hehe when it feels like its uniform?stabilised?..but funnily in a rollercoaster ride..dun we long and look foward to that long sharp fall?the longer ..the more declivitous ..the better?cos thats what we want?the want to experience the extreme?(a test for ourselves?)and be stimulated to the extreme? so in some ways is life a rollercoaster?hah!cos do we(those who are labelled sane by others?;oP) look foward to falln down?aint it goin up we look foward to?opposite to a rollercoaster ride eh?or do we just hate to admit that we do look foward to the fall?cos in the end..who doesnt like it knowin that after they fell..fell so hard..they did manage to get up again and start walkn?...prove of that will be us humans walkn on our 2 legs?how many times we fell on our knees as a baby..here we are standn..walkn..runnin..and even flyin?;oP hehe.. ..i dunno about u or others..but i guess..im pretty scared of the ride comin to the end..if u love riding in a rollercoaster..im sure u didnt feel that good when u came to the end..and say for some reasons u couldnt ride it again then?:oS hehe..if only life was like a rollercoaster?where we can take a ride again and again!and afford to do that too ;oP hehe..nothn comes for free eh?well not many things these days :oS hehe..i still havent seen or tried tht much of rollercoasters..just one mini(i think more than one..but not that many and not that number matters esp since they were minis?;oP hehe)def cant be considered a rollercoaster?so yeah def dun think wat i might be goin thru can be considred a rollercoaster esp when i compare it to ppl who had experienced and are experiencin real huge rollercoasters?.. .ok i better stop on this..will never end!wahhaha ;oP..i blame it to me mum today for this!hehe..well wat can i say?yest felt so surreal when i heard that news..took me a while to grasp it..and well tht def shud be considered a loss for us all?cos wat he always did was to make ppl laugh and educate?..and he did reach to millions out there!it just gets a bit personal even if u dun really know the person..when u realise the person did exist in ur life?made u laugh?and educated a bit too?..and yeah just got some not so positive news today..but was talkn with mum about it..hah!the effects mums have eh?well dunno about others..but me mum def has some kinda effect on me hehe..lets say she kinda makes me feel hope ..watever the situation..cos well in the end..i know she is always there for me ..always have been :oD..even after the mahabharat arguments we have wahahaha ;oP..shiit! anyways wat consolation!nothns wrong!(im really a moody person!:oD hehe..frens can vouch tht ;o)..the ones whos brain works have learnt to stay away hehe..i mean give space!;oP hehe)u might not accept it and belittle it..but we all know u spent some time to write here!that matters!esp when someone is busy!we know whos busy!!we(well i) feel it!;oP hehe..and yeah we cant contribute on everythng can we?but we know someone tries when she feels she can contribute ;o) hehe.. oh before i go..i heard the nose never stops growin re?:o| so yeah let it grow!!!(it will be nice to have another nose accompanyin me nose size re kya wahaaha ;oP but yeah def ur nose has a still a long way to go?:oS..me nose been dumped with nostilizer i tell u!:@ watever that means!;oP so ppl!dump on her too!!we know her nose needs to grow dun we ;o) ;oP hehe..) ok kitchen is free it seems(duh!i was whilin me time away here!better than just sittn on me arse eh?;oP hehe)....off i go..necessity is the mother of invention they say!..hope no one will be injured cos the wok..the knifes..the laddles and other cutleries will be flyin ..as always wahahaha ..and yeah of cos..will be havin quite a crackn time..when i light the stove..and be thinkin ."and then there was fire" wahahaha..wonderin how the cavemens reacted when they 1st saw it ..worse when someone burned his/her hand feeln it!:o| hehe.. and darn this commercial!it has appeard more than twice!...that really sounded like a cover by the ramones!.."wat a wonderful world!" :oD...anyways yeah had quite an eventful day..shared some lame things i experienced with one or two frens hehe..and yeah kinda lookn foward to tomorrow..just can feel a lot more lame things happenin hehe..and of cos not so lame things :oS hehe.. --- ani loote bro..did u read the 1st post?before it went all tangent?;oP hehe..quite a humouress piece ;o)...and yeah stay gentle!u gentleman!;oP hehe..i def aint gentle thats for sure!but yeah who believes u when u speak the truth eh?wahahah ;oP anyways good day!till next time whenever that is hehe (sheesh!i feel this is too lame!!!cant remember wat i rambled :oS..but oh well!let it flow?watever ;oP hehe.me and me goin off tangents :oS ) *gone*