I am not muslim. The guy she went out with is not muslim either. I am a brahmin guy and the girl is brahmin too. her family knows what she did to me. they are not happy with her as well. however, they are her family and parents so I dont think they will be always with me. They were with me when this thing happened but now they are not in touch with me like they used to. this could be because they are ashamed of their daughter/sister's behaviour and nothing to say to me or they just want me to forget their daughter/sister. It is not easy for me to be just friend with her. How can I forget all those days and time that I spent with her and those dreams that i saw with her. I am waiting for her for some more time. If she come back to me that fine, if not i would say she used me and i will try to forget her. Sometimes I think about taking revenge with her and destroying her life as well. but i love her so much that I can not do that to her. Her parent's innocent face comes infront of my eyes and i think about the consequences if I do something wrong to her family/her. These kind of thinking sometimes comes in my mind because I am depressed. I think this is a sign of depression. I hope she will realize and come back to me one day. Hopefully sooner than later.