Rudrajyu, Thanks for visiting, but it was just a portrayal of difference in complexion, had she been a dark woman among whites, I would have mentioned her nonetheless. But yes, the proclivity of majority of south Asians is towards fairer skins, I should be lying if I do not acknowledge it, I am a Nepali regardless. Lootejyu, Our own imaginations inspire us here, not anything else, but thanks for the compliment, although undeserved. Yes, I went to Rourkela, not the best place on earth I wanted to be, but certainly one of the better schools in the nation. Riten, I admire your curiosity, but it has been long years. I only remember my constantly accelerating heartbeat and blurred vision throughout the episode. Sajhauser jyu, It was just a depiction of incident, and was not should not be considered rhetoric. I mentioned her just for the heck that she was fair, I would have mentioned her anyway even if she belonged to any other color. Imi, True....but read this line you must have overlooked. “I was felt all over, either by coincidence or by deliberation; I would debate it all my life”. I am still debating, maybe it was an accident, maybe she actually felt me, maybe I am a pervert, it does not matter as far as the ambiguity remains, I just narrated the situation to the best of my knowledge. Flippy, You make my day with your replies, you always have time to read my nonsense don’t you? But this was anything but classic. Camoflagged, I have been in mixed emotion all these years, regretting sometimes that I did not reciprocate, and repenting over the compunction that I did not stop her. As far as the next day went, I was simply sleepy. Hyaaa, First and foremost, I would like to apologize for my harsh words towards you in my earlier thread irrespective of who started the debate. That was puerile, and perhaps I was still not used to be at the receiving end of sharp tongue criticisms. I regret for that crossfire. The context here, however, is slightly different, I am simply narrating what I have seen over the years, maybe I am wrong, but I cannot change myself overnight, typical south Asian creed that I belong to. As far as the career incentive is concerned, I would have wanted to be a creative writer or an artist or a tennis player, ambitions that would never see daylight now. Thanks for visiting. Sunnydev, You are the first person to ponder through my finishing line and I wonder why no one mentioned about it. The bottomline is, women have desires too, and we should appreciate anyone who brings it out not by premeditating, but by the spur of a moment. Perhaps it might have been premeditation, but I still respect her mettle to do so. I take is as yet another breaking of glass ceiling, and I admire the nerve of a common housewife to feel a man despite social obligations. Women have been a subject of sexual aggravation over many years, in every part of the world. If the men often get away with it, then why can’t women? Aznshawty, My dear ever popular and charismatic sajha luminary, I am flattered by your reply. But the use of term desperation however sounds derogatory, I respect her as yet another Paarijat. Katrina, Which school are you referring to? BSAM or Rourkela?? Ss74k, Thanks for visiting, I enjoyed your inquiry about loote. Deepjyu, Thanks....but I enjoyed bhav – smriti even more. DWI, I wish I had such patience, temperament and time to write a fiction. Further, I am not best suited to write a fiction, I have lightyears to go....by the way which batch were you in? Gidilat, A cop out to some extent, true, there were moments of bliss along with feeling of guilt too, but the teeter totter tilted towards guilt. Read my reply to sunnydev, if it explains something pertaining to your question.