O kundale bro, i don't want to do this, i don't want to do that bhanera ruwabaasi garera k huncha bhanya? sidha sidha kura garna sakinna u sanga? maanche ko yesto chhoto jindagi ma yesari khera faalne time chaina jasto laagcha malai ta. if i were you, i'd decide that i had cried enough, i would take a shower, have a shave, stand up and get going. that's what i did, actually. i have no regrets now. rediscover yourself yaar. it takes a lot, but it's worth, i'd say.