kaan ma kundal, I think your situation is a little different that yours. She has acted on her instincts. It was her call and she took her chances. I think you should take yours too. You were right about how many lives she has affected by her choices, but its also true that your constant effort in trying to get her back is also affecting lives. You might want to think about that. I think its best you let her go. Its going to be tough, but some things in life are supposed to be lived with toughness and faith. I hope faith is in your side, brother.