When I was a child/teen I use to play games with my friends. Losing game use to be bothering but not as much as when my opponents lost and got upset. I can not see them being miserable, so always tried to cheer them up after wining the game. If I won I always gave credit to my luck so that they didn't feel inferrior. Same is true for my study as well. If I get good grades than my friends, I can not enjoy them. Never could I enjoy the misery of anyone. No matter good one or bad one, if someone is miserable and you don't have compassion for him/her, you are certainly not in a good state of mind. Loving kindness is one of the best human quality to be acquired. I have always been socked by King Gyanendra's activities and remained one of the hidden critics. I have never given him respect because I couldn't find any good human quality in him to greet my respect. However, when he got defeated, my heart got overwhimingly compassionate for him. I was millions of light years away from him when he had power. Now I feel pretty close to him. He must be in big agony, I wish I could talk to him and help cheering him up. I don't think tomorrow we will remain kingdom because His Majesty hasn't done any humaniterian work to be loved by people. His Majesty hasn't have practiced any good qualities like donation, love , compassion, goodwill etc. You get fruit of your Karma. His arrogence and selfrightiousness will come to pay him. There were many royalists but me when he was real royal. I will be the only one, unseen, unknown royalist when his crown falls. After all I am a friend of bad days only. The day he will start humaniterian work, the day he will start helping other without expecting anything in return, I will proud to be a new royalist. A royalist without royal. Don't laugh to defeated one! Practice compassion! Vishowntar