well its not going smoothly, who knows what goes inside a girls heart and mind....but what i believe in is..you love someone , and u keep trying as long as you can take it. you cant say oh i love this guy/girl so much and when time comes you just let it go, you need to prove it in your actions too and make and effort, if loving someone was so easy then i guess no one would get hurt. but well , thats just the circumstances that you have to face in life, and yet no matter how hard or bad it is, thats what makes us more mature and life itself more beautifull.