ok ..kinda noticed this..and since im here..why not hoina?i mean who knows wat tomorrow will bring?if it come?:oS hehe..yeah gettn back to me pessism!!WOHOOOOO!!!:oD anyways 1st thing 1st!!dyam UMA!!come back will u!!!:oD...ajjai sunum na sunum ;o)...and plus with u around ..maybe i wont feel weird and 'alone' here?;oP hehe..smtimesi think why do i even type here?:oS ;oP hehe..plus im sure uma knows..there is this one laurey dai who def wanna hear more things about a nepaalini ;o)..oh well lahure and nepaali(ni)..now aint those 2 words been associated since ages?since the word lahure came about..i mean if there aint nepaali would a luhure exist?see i do make sense time to time!;oP hehe plus have i told u?Uma name brings some good old memories..back when i was kid ;o)..and yeah!im not a kid no more!:@ ok!:@ hehe...hamro dai haru ley..wah!u know..kinda select the 'sweetest' lookn kid(and no!i didnt even get a second glance from the dais :o( ;oP hehe)...and 'order' them to go to the didi named Uma..and u know..kinda say the dai says hi..and other sweet things ;o) hehe..aww the good old days re?when bhais used to listen to 'order' without hesistation :oS..these days ta..urghh not that i tried to order some bhais to be messeger etc hehe..i mean have i even got the chance?duh!;oP hehe..and even if i did/do..urghhh..yeah i know im a klutz(i can feel it re kya..i feel it in me fingers!i feel it in me toes!klutz is in me!and klutz i will always be so!u got to accept me!u have to!cos if u dun!ohhhhhh no :o( ;oP hehe..u read tht in tune to wet wet wet song?hehe..hope u did ;o)..i kinda typed it to that tune re kya ;o)..feelns ko kura ho ;o)..rhythm pani kaha bata ayo re kya ;oP hehe..guess its true eh?when feelns comes...everything seems to be in rhythm ;o) hehe..) urghh where was i?:oS hehe... hmm nearly did say hi to sandhurst bro..lucky i realised and i wont!duh!someone is reflectin..do i wanna disturb someone in his tapashya ;o)..(i kinda have a feeln tapashya aint the right word!it means waitin hoina?waitin in patience?:oS..while wat i wanted to say was 'meditation' :oS..someone let me know!!!!pls :oS..accept me ghinlagdo vocab knowledge of the nepali language..if u can consider that knowledge at all?hah ;oP and oh lets not get carried away with me english too eh?time is precious ..aint it me fren ;o) hehe)... anyways yeah..nepaali ji :oD...kayho...u seem to read me mind..so wanna tell me wat kinda walkn stick i was imaginin u using?;o)...mahoney?teak?cedar?rosewood?plywood?wahahaha..ok ok i kinda maxed on wat i could remember of wood :oS..before u know..i think of meself with a wood :oS..oops i mean stick!;oP hehe.... hyaaa!!!where was i!:@ hehe u never stop with bondi topic do u?:oS..u wanna visit that place dun u ;o)..is it to see?or who knows to show?;oP hehe...dhat dun u dare now think im thinkn u wanna 'showoff'?;oP..will i dare?;oP hehe...but yeah..about that place..cant remember how long it has been..i feel its long :oS..maybe 2 weeks back?when me fren was visitin here..( i really seem to have no idea of tiime :oS everything seems/feels like it has happened ages ago :oS..too much things on me mind?not as much as some others i guess :oD...anyways back to topic ;oP hehe)...well guess wat?i gave one visit a skip :oD..had been there few days ago..and well..kinda didnt feel too good cos the whole idea of goin there was..cos another fren hadnt been there before..and to think shes been here for a yr?:oS hehe...but oh well had the other 2 frens takin care of that..and plus i guess..too much feelns of 'obligation' does make me not wanna do things?weird i know..but well..smtimes i can get over those weird feelns..smtimes i cant..guess that day i couldnt..and yeah..other fren was pissed off..tho he didnt show it wahahahaa..i mean duh!..he has seen too much of me 'shit' ways ;o)..well thats the 'price' u have to pay for being close eh?esp stayn together?;oP hehe..well..in some ways...i guess..he does accept me..tho its hard..and well..now i feel a bit better typing about it here..cos yeah was feeln guilty then..but just wanted to stay at home..u knw time for meself..thinkn of bondi just reminded me of the crowd and all :oS...am i claustrophobic?well..i dunno...i do seem to feel lost in a crowd most of the time :oD..unless im alone there ;o)..then its easy to be just one in the crowd eh ;o)...yes!sandhurst bro.i think i can pass on the how to camouflage in a crowd test!!hehe..if there aint any other familiar lookn ppl :oS hehe.. and well..about Aus?ke bhanney...from wat i heard of..is they are still drillin and tryn to get the 2 miners free..u heard of it?got trapped due to earthquake..been 9 days now?i dunno...i really am oblivious to news i guess :oS...ke garney..dimak pani ke ho keho :oS..aphno world ma jancha...and duh!i guess i like it tht way!if not i wont be 'doin' it?:oS ;oP hehe... and oh..i dunno wat ur level of 'quietness' is :oS..but i had been thinkin for the past few days..i had been bhak bhakn a bit too much :oS..too much is never good?actually when was bhak bhakn ever good?good to others ;o)..how little it is?duh!;oP hehe and oh yah sandhurst bro..if ur readn this..guess wat?im gettn a bit busy ;o) and lovin it?;o) hehe...pretty tirin..or is it the lack of sleep?:o| i shud be on bed now!!salla bed!!never calls me i tell u!:@ :o( hehe...anyways i guess of the tiredness..no wonder once im at home..i can just sit on me arse all the time?:oS hehe..fren ta already given up telln me to have the dinner wahahahaa..he is busy doin smthing now ..and hope so he stays busy there..and dun remember!:@..hehe... la ta aru ta ke bhanney?stress aucha..stess jancha..ani pheri aucha..doesnt everyone have that cycle?so i guess i better not bore more hehe..actually come to think of it..ke tha..there will be ppl out there who will say..stress never leaves them..and they might be talkin the truth :oS hehe..just remembered need to try and call a fren ;o)..dunno if the number still works...movin away from the place re :oS.... la la..good for everyone..i got to try and do tht hehe...u all can breathe with relieve now ;o) hehe.. and oh nepaali ji ;oP hehe...ma ta daar lagcha sandhurst bro lai face to face garnu..u know in case eye contact huncha bhaneyra....;oP hehe...so i def wont look above the shoulder :oS..but im sure u do tht to me hoina?look face to face..eye contact too..and time to time when his eyes are tryn to contact u..and too deep in something..u look above his head..and check that halo ;o)..even if u cant see it..nor the wings..does it matter to u?duh!;oP hehe.... and oh...carry on writin some about ur dear fren uma pls ;o)..ke garney...wat are noses for?esp big ones?gotta live with wat we are born with hoina?;oP hehe..oh take ur time ;o)...good luck in ur preparation :oD..hopefully u dun get affected by the exam fever and procrastinating mood like me and some frens of mine does :oS...i think it rubbed off me to them :oS..so yeah ...hope ur takn precaution :oS...fren is showin me old pics..dun tell him...i think he loooks so gay there wahahahaa..let me go look more when he is showin ;o) hehe..oops the phone!!:@ see wat i mean!distraction!:@.... and i dunno about u..but i sure like to hear wat will happen when may 2007 comes ;o)...which 'episode' of harry potter?or is it about hermoine this time?;oP hehe... good day! (to everyone!!!:@ ..well good day there?here goodnight?hopefully :oD hehe..)