I read most of the threads... few of them suggested that u cut down on trees... i say "Hell NO" to that.. cause that maybe ur best buddy rite now... aint notthin wrong with that... just don't go beyond that... you couldn't go to skool.. ain't notthin wrong with that either... u can still do that .... you should know how... yeah screw that idea about goin somewhere else..... that will be a sorry ass move .... u said u smoke and ur worried about ur dreams... no way they can go together.. maybe u haven't been smoking as much..... try smoking a lil more than how much ur smoking lately.. that'll help a lot. still..