Reduntant.... why would you ask such a question?? THere was a time....when I too had some suicidal tendencies....and not for any reason at all...i just felt it was cool. And...IT IS WRONG! Life is way too beautiful to have it influenced from such detrimental feelings. It will only take you further down. No matter what....living is your responsibility. And, what if you do not die?.... your live then will be a living hell. Please dont let such things keep you from enjoying your rights to live. Please email me, I would like to talk in detail if needed