*sigh* :o( hehehe...oh dun be alarmed by that sighin..ones gotta do wat ones gotta do hoina?hehe...think i needed to do that..when i think about wat happened couple of hrs ago!:@...the bloody pc crashed!!and me typin!!me beautiful(duh!beautiful?sheesh!cant one just say it to make oneself feel better!no one needs to remind me!!:@ truth hurts!!!:o( hehe )typins!!all gone!!cos the bloody pc froze!!why did it crash?who cares!the point is it crashed!!!and to think i had written quite a shorty for once!(ok not once..but duh!does anyone knows how i feel when i can write short tho i wanna type so much!!!?;oP hehe)..well who cares it wasnt finished yet ..and that if i had tried to finish it..finish would have nevercome? hah ;oP hehe..but the point is..dyam!was feeln so good thinkn i was kinda u know..not 'succumbin' to typin..which is 'temptation' to me hah!;oP hehe..at least i was feeln i be writin short for once...u know not tryn to say jpt wat was comin in me mind hehe..its all about control hoina?;oP hehe.. anyways enuf of that.where was i?;oP hehe... oh yah..just wanted to say...dun speculate about the grinnin..esp ear to ear re?:o| wish i could do that :oS..but do i have a grin that big?if only :o( ;oP hehe...dun make me dream will u!:@ ;oP hehe....and about fish business..urghh dun even talk about tht..not now anyways..fishn ko kura chodha..fish khanu pani daar lagcha..since the news about the fishes around sydney(harbour i think)..were said to be quite badly contanimated..u know pollution etc..cant really remember(yes cant!!and am i arsed to remember anyways?;oP hehe when will i be arsed :o( hehe,,,) wat kinda pollution..some industrial waste i think..or the price for being a city?for tryn to get advanced?hehe actually come to think of it...better admit it when im in the mood to admit(which doesnt really happen much ;oP hehe..i can vouch for that wahahahaha...vouchn for meself..wahahaha..im sure that wasnt original..but hey!have u seen many doin that?duh!;oP hehe..)..kinda do think a bit of grins came..when i wasnt in the mood to do that..yest!..late in the night..while just checkn things to read..u know things to read to get oneself distracted from other thots/moods..was pretty surprising...(but then again can i really call it a big suprise?when smthing told me before that the thread wont be dead so soon ;oP hehe...) seeing this thread deep under..it pays to dig deep down doesnt it?;oP hehe....so yap ..hah!was that even an admittance?;oP hehe..duh!ke garney!daar lagcha yo duniya..errr to correct it..yo sansaar ko(do we call the world..duniya or sansaar in nepali?me and a fren were discussin it when we heard a nepali song which had a 'duniya' in the lyrics hehe) evul lurkin eyes dekhin :oS....im sure u all know about the evul eyes too dun u!:@..bloody evul eyes!:@..hehe ooops :oS ;oP hehee... anyways just came to say..am pretty glad..seeing some typings in this thread ;o) hehe...and yap it does feel good to observe in silence hehe..i think the other silent ones knows wat im talkn about ;oP hehe..but then again sheesh!give typing a chance!!yeah yeah i know!seein someone like me..scares u huh?:oS..oh well duh!there is such a thing called moderation!im sure u wont end up like me!!dun be scared now!u wont know if u never tried hoina?;oP hah!ok where was i?;oP hehe anyways sandhurst bro...were u there durin harrys grad?cos when i saw that news..and pics too..ke garney..ur nick ni kasto choose gareyko..couldnt stop tryn to look out for any non khuirey officers there ;o) hehe..not that i really noticed:oS..think i didnt try hard enuf?hehe.. and nepaali ji :oD hehe...ji pani bhannu thalyo?:o| hehe..good luck with ur exams..esp the preparations :oD...wat u type..makes me think u do prepare urself well enuf..but then again dun read too into wat ppl type hoina?;oP hehe...so hope ur preparation is goin well..:oD.. aru ta ke bhanney..hi bhannu ako...which i did..didnt i?tho i didnt really mention it?;oP hehe...or did i mention it?:oS hehe..hah!cant be arsed to re read :oS hehe..u know it feels weird to see that i 'ate' a lot of words while typin..yes yes me the big eater!:@ wat else nicks u wanna call me!:@ ;oP hehe..but seriously(hah!oi!if ur readin this..telln me one fren hehe..dun mention this word to me..i know i use it a lot..bahani ..with lots of other words :oS hehe)..im sure im not the only one..whos sayn this..but once we try to keep up with our mind/thots when we r typin/writin..we miss out so much words hoina?that if we re read it wahahahaa..sounds urghh :oS hehe..fren was mentionin it to me..so seems like im not the only one who thinks that way ;oP hehe..its feels good to know..one aint alone?;oP hehe.. anyways sandhurst bro..happy being busy with work..thats smthing worth being busy about hoina?better than being busy bummin :oS...ask me :oS ;oP hehe..and nepaali ji..good luck with ur preparations and to ur london trip too ;o)..hope that works out ;o)..i had been hopin a yr ago..that i be able to go to nepal this june..but most prob seems like i cant..:oS..oh well..there is always next yr hoina ;o)..tho lookn at it now..it would have been pretty good if it could happen this yr hehe..quite a few number of frens goin there this summer raicha :o| coincidence?hehe ..i dunno..all i know i had been hopin for tht last yr..didnt realise they wantd to go this time too..only knew one fren was tryn to go back then ;oP hehe..and well..not sure if that fren still can go..havent asked hehe..duh!still got time to check on the good news ;o)..well..lookn at it..sounds scary to be in nepal now..but then again..wat we dunno scares us hoina?esp if we aint there..:oD... la la hope mentionin nepal for at least once a twice?..will 'please' some ppl who might be gettn worried ;oP hehe..not that i was tryn to please..was i?will i?can i?;oP hehe.. ani saab ley nepali ma typing garda ta malai pani kya rahaar ayeko thiyo re hehe..tara where is the bloody link when u need it!:@ ;oP..leknu ta euta kura..padnu chai urghh :oS...yap one takes practice..lots of it :oS..and yet..w(humans) always looks for shortcuts?not all..but u know most ;oP hehe..or am i speculatin?:oS..if i am..just being human eh?;oP hehe.. ------ chakku lai pani namaskaar :oD..saab ley bhanio..not like im followin the crowd am i?;oP hehe..btw let me ask u..u smelt smthing fishy here didnt u?wahahahaa..well if u did!guess wat?now i know me 'nose' wasnt wrong wahahaha ;oP hehe... ------ and oh..before i go..things here..errr..ke bhanney?i guess..in the end..frustrations is wat makes us feel and appreciate things more hoina?so its all good here i guess one way or another ;o)..plus hah!just was talkn to me fren..(why do u think i ended up typing here?;oP hehe..duh!;oP hehe)...talk hadnt finished :oS..tho come to think of it..had been a hr or more ;oP hehe...and no!it was with a guy!guys can talk!if anyone was thinkn they cant ;oP hehe...esp when distance is involved re kya wahahahah ;oP hehe..and oh..no one is gay..nothn wrong with being gay is it?^o)..yet why does it seem im 'emphasising'?duh!to be clear!;oP hehe..live and let live!as long as it doesnt hurt another hehe...oops before i end up blabberin more :oS...better not try to explain and be clear..the more one tries..the more confusin it gets?;oP hehe..well ironies i guess :oS hehe..it works in weird weird ways :oS hehe and yap one more thing..(last ho!:@ i hope :o( hehe)..hah!..guess wat?nepaali!!u try to guess!!!hehe...ended up in bondi beach yest :oS..wont give details..but hehe ended up there hehe..and hmmm...seriously wat were u talkn about that place?...all i remember was the beach was nice :oD...water was cold..and the surfs not bad too :oD...didnt take a dip tho :oS..dun ask me why :oS..hehe...and the sun wasnt burnin as i thot i would be :oD...so wanna remind me?;oP hehe...or shud i try to remember wat else i saw?:oS ;oP hehe... ok enuf..the batt is gonna flat anytime now..another ingenious way i just thot about..to make me control more :oS..but look wat it ended up doin to me!arghhhh!!!:@ ;oP hehe..yah yah always blame someone/something before u go..not wat i preach but wat i seem to practice :oS wahahahaa ;oP hehe... have a good day..and that rato baadar does play some good songs in that shoutcast..do give it a try if ur free ;oP hehe..till then...whenever..;oP hehe...just go on without mentionin names/nicks will u both ;o) hehe....lets see wat i will do now..cometo think of it..have tonnes :oS hehe...good day again..and good luck :oD... i try to cut down next time hai hehe..i was tryn today ..and yes i do think i managed to keep it short..compared to wat i wanted to type with the mood im in now ;oP ehe...yes be scared..be really scared.. ;o) hehe..... frustations!u left me now!..while i was typin!!come out come out wherever ur hidin!cos im waitn!hah ;oP wat am i sayn?:oS...abo aucha tanna..i can feel it :oS hehe.. *gone*