Rudra's past.....we must hear him.....ok sabai mitra ho....aaba hamile yo kura lai yehi birsau...coz' we all know rudra....how he is...rudra was saying that he is half bhote....half chettri...and his mom was fu8ked by jyapu and bahun the same time...so yesto khate haru sangha hami discuss garnu hudaina..hamro pani badnaam huncha....rudra le asti malai e-mail gareko thiyo...and he was very nice...he was saying all his bad past.....what happen you know....he's mother was 30 and never been laid....the reason was she was tooo fat...ugly and are breast was hanging here and there.....and she was walking through the forest hoping that she will be laid by some guy...doesn't matter old or fat or bahun...and as she was walking ...she notice there was a very nice bhote guy sitting under the tree....she was so excited and she try to seduce her...but that guy was so nice he said"k bhayo aamai tapailai" and she can't bear that he call him amai(mom) and you know what happen she raped him....after that that guy came home and he committed suicide...because rudra's mom was just disgusting....than again that incident happen with other guy...and so on and finally rudra was born....even her mom doesn't know who is rudra's father....she is just happy she was laid..i mean she raped but she never say that...so we all can imagine how rudra might be going through....mentally and physically....rudra...we are all sorry...to hear that....i can see in ur eyes how you might have gone when your own mother tried to rape you but ...be strong...and believe in god....god bless you mychild