I woudlnt feel like that because I'd never fall love with a guy who wouldnt appreciate me. Before falling in love I'd have to know a lot about this guy and make sure he loves me the most like a lover. Rudra, dhoti, attention seeker is you, first of all. Sheesh, when your dad effed the mental animal, he didnt even get attention from the animal while doing it. Thats why you're so into "attention" thing. Well, good thing you are getting some, but that even by arguing. Poor you, I cant believe there are these kind of poorest people alive.