sujanks, from what angle do you think so? think before you say something to someone, that is not the kind of person i am, that is you, not me, leave me alone, you! Thanks alson tahts how I feel.. I live in illusions Feelings set around me coming from my mind mostly from my heart things not of my kind I'm talking about my desires desires to live like other people people that are sarisfied and happy people that are blessed not like I who's messed I dream of a smile on my face I dream of love around me I dream when my eyes are closed But all of a sudden when I open my eyes I see the harsh reality I live in And I cant digest it in I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is I dont know where I am Difficult to realize who I am Till now I was sitting waiting and wishing That I believe in superstitions Then maybe I would see the signs But Lord doesnt know this world is cruel He only knows that I'm just a fool I want some one so badly, be with someone though But the reality is that I am alone, And no one has my back, so to speak Except for me And thats just how it's always been