this person is the stupidest thing alive ive ever seen, i mean everybody thinks that way you know, its just inside the hearts, you dont express it. Thats dumb, people are gonna make more fun of you. The best thing to do is move along, just focus on your thing, your goal and make it good, be easy, think calm, dont overstress, life is only once. You gotta live life to the fullest and stop overwhelming about your looks or what poeple think of you. Its how you take yourself, ask yourself what you are till now, you are not burden, no one is and everybody is selfish in this world. You have to be independent and know that God is there and He'll definitly do good and ... HAVE FUN.. life is too short for fun as time flies whereas life is too long for tears so don't waste your life with tears and othert thing, committing suicide is totally stupid, how old are you? 12, 13? Only crazy, mental, old or kids committ suicide, the stupid ones. That is not the way, you won't be able to kill yourself. Killing isnt easy, nothing is. You'll end up being disabled or end up with a disease if you continue torturing yourself physically as well as mentally. Think easy. Do not care what others say and show them what you can do, Im sure you are a genius, your poems are awesome. Good luck :)