Sujanks, Sorry if you're also having problems in your life for you're cursing disgusting here, there shoul;d be a big problem around you, solve it dear, this isnt going to work. And thanks to the rest of you Give me one reason for this Im talking about my life What did I do wrong What did I miss Days are noisy yet silent deep inside Sky is blue yet grey for me Seems like the happiness has hide Nothing leaving behing but sadness and I Smiles have all faded away from my face Life's showing me only the sad ways where only night, no days Yes but thats what I like when light fades Listening to voices yet this silence Silence in me, will always remain Still giving me all these pain Never gonna let go of me again but pain has become my friend since no one is I dont wanna lose nor I wanna gain Wanna fade away with the smell of this rain Time is flying Eveery second, its giving me pain Ive died, my soul's slowly dying My soul will also walk away sometime when Im lying it's raining today, just like yesterday So in my bed, I lay watching the rain fall again and again It sounds wonderful To the rain is Im only merciful because this is the only thing that wont hurt I like it, I thank you.. God now must be jealous Since Im satisfied with it. I am although thappy with this little bit It's ok if you're also gonna take this away you've always treated me this way So it doesnt matter anyway I dont care, I have no say No satisfaction, no feelings, no emoitions, no more connection between you and me for i've had enough of fiction Now I am all lies I depend to it and Im around it Every second my soul dies One day I want to sleep Sleep like never gonna wake up.. Ill be happy inside me deep Im gonna feel like Im on the top Ihate every single thing so much I dont know what love is I hate and wanna destroy myself God can have this pain yourself Ill be dead and dull I will be a freaking skull