well ive become this type of person that hates talking to people, I dont want to face nobody, I dont like talking, I am in my own way like a loner walking in a highway.. I do my thing and walk along but makes me feel worst how my lifes going, like there iis no point, i feel like im worthless. i dont like talking to people, i just like darkness and silence. I hate when i see smile on people's faces yet hate sad faces too. I hate the sky when its blue In this world, nothing is true God is a lie, I know he makes me feel like an ugly crow I like to flow blood out of my skin for it feels like my soul's released somewhere dark and silent But all this for a minute of moment There is no point of me being in this world I live for myself The sadder I am, now the more selfish have i become Makes me feel worse when these feelings come they come from my heart, deep inside. fingers just type the words, words that come out of my soul I have no guts to face the future not even my soul wants to be in me for so much ive given of torture Im so goddamn tired of being here To the death, I do not fear So take me with you and my memories too the past memories of my life which were the precious time can never forget those moments when i felt like i had all the happiness and i know its all gone its not coming back thats the damn thing I only lack my pain is the most real it will never heal only will tears come flowing out of my eyes now let me say goodbyes to this world to me that lies...