Burden, you are welcome. It is one of the phases that one has to get used to. I tell you in a month or two you would laughing your head off when you recall about this feeling of loneliness and despair. Regarding your looks, I think what matters is your personality. So don't be so sensitive about the look,ok ? Wish you happy new year and more friends, in advance, on behalf on all the Nepalese in Newcastle, UK. Regards, KIrat Rai