Thanks purush, guest4, maranchayase for your suggestions.. like everyone, I need love.. which I lack of.. and sometimes I think there is no reason for me to live here and leads me to commit suicide or cut my wrists, get drugs, the pain that time gives me so much of relief... Sujanks and knightcrawler, Thanks altho I've been hearing those same stuff ever since. Thanks for atleast caring to post. And reminding that I am a f***ing burden and will always be, Yes I'm a loser now.. Ti mitha pal haru, (Those beautiful moments) Ti mitha din haru, (Those beautiful days) Malai yaad aairahanchan sadhai ( I remember always) Garmi ma sital ta, ( As Coolness of summer) Sishir ma nyano pan, (As Warmth of winter) Sath diyin uni le sadhai (She accompanied me always) Bhanne le j bhanos, (Let anyone say whatever) Sunne le j sunos, (Let anyone hear whatever) Tara tini thiyin mero jeewan sathi (But she was my life time friend) Dukha ma sangai royin, ( Cried with me in my pains) Sukha ma sangai hasin, (Laughed with me in my happiness) Sahara atut diyin sadhai bhari (Always supported me ever ) Tini hun mero abhilasha (She is my wishes) Uni mathi thiyo sampoorna aasha ( All my hopes bestowes on her) Sab todi diyin unile ( She broke everything) Kehi bhandei na bhani ( Without saying any reasons) Unle malai chadi, ( She left me) Maile ta chadeko chaina unilai (I have not left her till) Sath dinchu uni lai ma sadhai bhari (I always swore to be with her) Jaha janu gaeni (Let her go at her will) J garnu gare ni, (Let her do as she wants) Mero mutu ma sadhai rahane chin, ( She is always in my heart) Tini hun mero yasto sathi (She is such a friend)