Once again stop this Christian-bashing. It's sick. As I said before we r not trying to convert u. YOu don't have to subscribe to our point of view but let us believe what we believe. As for me, from my personal experience, God has always provided and I have complete faith that HE will always provide. That is why I have faith in Jesus and I have kept my faith even in my direst moments. Sambhai, I am sorry to see your thread take this ugly turn. Do you have any other ideas how we Nepalese christians in America can stay in touch with each other?