Following the Third Part of my first Love I was very happy that day because of the tablets I had in my bag. I was very curious on trying one that night .That night I took one tablet .Waited for an hour or so ,I did not feel anything .Maybe I need two...My mind said....Well I will take another one. After that I do not know where I went and what I did but I remember when I woke up in the morning I took another one to talk to her. I never thought this thing would kill me from inside. I never thought I would be addicted to it. I was a kid.......Well the very next morning the tablet really made me feel different .I ate good food. The same tea which I used to drink just for my mom ....tasted very very delicious .I drank two. Cups.My mum was happy ..Maybe she thought she made very good tea...I don’t think she would even believe that I would take nitro tablets even if she sees with her own eyes .Anyway the whole world looked different to me.I felt very energetic .Everything would look good...every food I take tasted good. The safa tempoo...the same one......inside... the same people......I sat down in the corner whistling..the popular whistle from Dil To Pagal Hai....Arrrerey Arey yeah kya Huah...kohi na pahechaaney...arrey rey banjaney to banajayee ansaney......I did not care about my quality of whistling......I just whistled loud........An old lady scolded me...”Kehi Kaam Chaaina Bhai” ohoo sorry dijju.......Damn....Different hah...I felt that..............I don’t know when Gaunshala came.And when she came...My heart started pounding fast.......She was right next to me......Finally I could talk to her......If I had counted days...it would be after 67 days. .....My words were....Which college do you go to?She did not say anything....She was quiet....she acted as if she did not hear anything. Maybe she might have thought that I was talking to somebody else.I said it loud...I am talking to you.....Which college do you go to?She said.. X college.Our conersation went like this... Me-I have couple of friends in that college( just made it up) She-Who are they? Me-Which class are u in? She-Class 10 (I cannot say that my made-up friends were from class 10 because she might feel that I am making up)So I said ohooo they are in Class 8.They are kalpana Thapa(had to say Sirname...coz sounds real) and the other is sangita Aryal.They both are short . She-ohoo they are junior to me. Me-ok Me-(Kept quiet for a while)had no words....Again ...Kept quiet......looked at her ....She could not look at me....coz she had to turn around her neck . Our conversations were so short.I am like maybe I did not take enough tablets.Should I have taken 3,4 or 5 Maybe I could have.Well at last her stop came and she said...”Janchu hai” I said ok...... Am I improving?I thought I was....Improving with tablets..........I did not care much about that.From my bag I took another one and swaloowed another one.I was enjoying every bit of it. I went to class...I was happy....energetic,fresh,everything...My friend who gave me knew it...............He was like.....................................................Look here... Who is here...Finally...He’s become a Man.... I am like Is he serious... I really enjoyed that. Continued.......................