Hey Usagal, I just wanted to assure you on what u just gave a thought on. It will come. Your day will come. Just need to be patient. And patience is such a think baby, that you cant set a deadline to it. But at the end of the day, it will get done in such a fashion you wont realise ur pay was gettin deposited directly to ya bank for all ya hard work. Just you didnt get a stub and that u thought you never got paid. Look at yourself right now, from what you were back home, and what you are. You are in the process of being made. And thats soulful girl. You have become a hustler, a survive of your own and that one day when u acheive what you wanted to, you will be sooo proud of yourself, all that each pay was worth, u will enjoy that in that one day. I promise it will baby. US makes u a lady, a lady that u is worth. And that it will pull the last inches of your boldness and strength out of your innocent Nepalese beauty that u are made up of. And I promise its worth it. Your mistakes that you mentioned, I promise you will thank them. Could have learnt things easier way, but oh well at least now u know. So thank everything moment, work hard, stay fokiseed and god bless baby gurl, sooon enough u will realise ur account been paid every two weeks of every month of every year. Peace!