yeah it is up to us.. but u know everytime u call home n' they are like ohh dont' come back at all.... n' then in sajha u hear ppl talk about improving nepal... being involved... I dont' think anyone is ready to go home after finishing school.... which is fine by me, i totally understand but i get tired of listening to ppl bragging about things that needs to be done to improve the condition back home.. personally i can't go back, i won't have a job back home what I wanna do doesn't really exist in nepal, i am into marine sciences- marine mammals and i dont' think i can do much back home.. so I am here to stay. Nepal is my Matribhumi and US - karmabhumi lol.. .