1. NAME: Name is just like a number given to us in schools. 2- REAL NAME, AT LEAST LAST NAME: I speak newari. 3.SEX : baucha (means Male) 4. U REMEMBER WHEN U LEAVE NEPAL? - Yea, I do. 5. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U WERE IN NEPAL- last yr. 6. WHERE RU n RU HAPPY HERE? - Tx. happiness is not a permanent state. 7. WHAT DID U EAT TODAY- rice, tofu curry, mexican golbedha ko achar (home-made; a kind of salsa). 8. WHICH SONG UR LISTENING NOW- nepali music videos; 'Garho' by aastha, 'krandan' by pradip and 'kastomohani' by situ kharel - all downloaded from cybersansar (i guess). I liked all three of them. 9. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U CRIED--- tears just came (not real cry) this morning when i was reading something. 10. WILL U EVER B BACK TO NEPAL, FOREVER--- Too uncertain about my whole damn future. 11. WHAT U MISS MOST---- I really don't know; but seems that I'm going to miss no matter where I'm and I can't be everywhere; but amazingly I've learned not to miss anything too much. 12. DO U THINK U WILL SPEND UR LIFE WITH THE PERSON UR DATING NOW : I wish that I've someone to date. I don't believe in horoscopes but the prediction for this yr. tells that I've got a pretty good prospects. 13. WHAT IS UR MOBILE SET - living without mobile. 14. CAN I VE UR NO-- No. 13. 15. HOW MANY TIMES U LOG ON SAJHA IN A DAY : trying to control my log in number. 16. WERE WAS UR LAST HOLIDAY? It was a long time back when I went solely for holiday. 17. YOUR DREAM HOLIDAY-- not dreaming about holiday. 18. WHO IS THE SMARTEST DUDE IN SAJHA -- don't know. 19. IF U VE TO CHANGE UR NICK IN SAJHA: I'll change to my own name. 21. DO UVE ANY DREAM : can't say really. 22. FINALLY : I really feel weird to read weird comments on threads, and I talk about this with other frens here how nepali ppl in america think, and how we're never going to come out of this vicious circle, how we feel pride of our poverty; why we can't see flaws in our systems - religion, culture, tradition, government, and how we're being blind and stubborn not to see 'the truth'. The forum also helped to give the reflection of my own mind.