vishontar bro...ma euta question sodhcu hai..always been thinkin about it..and yap its dumb...so never do ask about it..cos i guess answers/opinions i can already imagine wat they are hehe.... buddha left all these earthly pleasures...and devoted himself...to humanity and for mankind...and attained englightment/nirvana..that he was selfless...but i saw one movie too..about a monk...same story..left his family etc..for nirvana etc...tara in the end...leaving ones family..wife...children...parents...thio chai ailey samma malai thik lageyna hai...of cos the BIG PICTURE is that one cant have everything...one has to lose to gain..and it is an unfair world..and forever will stay this way...tara still im pretty pissed off...i mean family lai kasto feeln bhoyo?does anyone talk about it?of cos(im gonna assume a lot now ..which i always do re kya :oD..) in the start...def hurt..but later time heals i guess...and later they will be proud he did it for humanity etc..but thats them..and me is me..im still not happy about it!!!sheeesh!!i mean its ok in some ways..cos his parents were king and queens and his wife and children too..didnt need to worry too much about life i guess...in terms of monetary....tara dyam...not everyone is born with a silver spoon...dun wanna talk about wat if..since well..shudnt dwell too much on wat if..they are waste of time ;oP.... but stil...im not happy with him re kya ;oP...big picture me foot!!we are nothing and gonna be nothing!unless we do smthing..other than bhak bhakin!hehe...isnt it nice to think how indifferent the world would be..without me..for instance...sajha will still be around ;oP..someone else will be typing some other bhakwash...LOOK at the BIG PICTURE re kya!!bloody hell!!im tryn hard!!but ke garney!!wat i see..others cant see..and wat others see..i cant see!!anyways i better head off now..gotta catch a lecture...gave enuf lecture meself ;oP....sachhai ho...hami kina kattiiii whine garnu shakcha bhaney?whining does help to relief those shits i guess..but in the end...if we dun do anything to contribute ....why were we born in the 1st place?to make up numbers?to help reproduce?hehe...la la enuf of dumb questions..and pls no answer re kya..i dun wanna read ;oP....dun make me!!!dun type!!!...;oP hehe... bhagwan sagwan me foot!!!once i meet it..then i believe re kya :oD..and of cos when im scared i be thinkin of bhagwan and prayn deep inside me wahahahahaa...hypocrite ;oP...daar lagda chai bhagwan bhancha...aru bela chai...khoi malai ke nadeko prabhu bhancha...hehe btw im typing to meself hehe..need to try keep awake :o| so jpt typing deko ;oD.... good day..and well...nice to see some ppl know and sharing :oD..cheers re kya :oD