I ddin't wanna get into that detaill..but i belive me there's soemthing caledl after life and even with diseases and killings its still just an illusion ..we are not sure we are living or dead...yet we are not dead until we belive we are..we are not sick until we think we are..we are not poor until we think we are.. we are not rich until we think we are.. <-----Hush Said: How do you know there is an afterlife?And how do you know this is just an illusion?What more can be real.You,computer screen before you,your thoughts and me and my thoughts they are not an illusion hush.They are real.So I believe I am dead.Hey folks I am on a death bed.WOW hush.... but belive me i have been there..the worst form of suffereings ..and then one day i realised why shouild i suffer? why should i be the one to look into the mirror and cry?? will it matter if anybody finds out?? will it be better if someone takes revenge? will it change the past if i feel sorry?? is anybody going to be sorry if i am sad?? If i get hurt should wait to be helped?? <------Hush said: Everyone that I have talked to it seems they were bestowed the sufferings more than anyone else in the world.How Ironic?How do you know you sailed in the worst ship imaginable on the ocean called life.Thats being self-centered. I have seen death several times, my best friends have died and i have commited hideous crimes, been in and out of trauma..But i don't think you can find a happier being in this world other than myself. <-----Hush said: Refer to my answer above on that one as well. Do detacch yourself from the emotions from material life and from physical pain is what i ask you to do...there's a reason why things happen the way they do...its upto you to make yourself stronger or weaker. JUST let your heart glide through your journey of imagination.... <----that is simple Hush. And LIFE isn't :)