desire is not the point here iZEN is trying to express.. even if you desire its upto you do amke it happen...you will never be dissapointed if you belive in yourself and make this world belive inyou too..thats the story about desire But suffering...there comes a point..like i did..how much can you suffer??? once you've crossed that point..you're numb to suffering....err even more..you don't belive in suffering..you belive its just a small hurdle before you could go miles...you have no idea...whats gonna be worse..and whats best....its how you think and feel...