You know guys, some time i think i need to go back after complete my study but the condition of my country make me think twice about my own decision.It rise some questions on my heard that what will i do there ? Can i do something there related to my subjects? what about security and future? can i give good education to my children after i get marry[How my parents gave to me ] and many more. I can think how worse condition is there on my town. When i called my mum,she always suggest me to stay abroad and make own life so on. Anothere thing is there is no one young guys [age 18 to 40] or my friends reason of maoist and army. Another think is visa ? every time extend visa and work like donkey for few hundred [after tax] , which is we have to pay for visa end of the day. And people treat us very bad saying paki or asian. These are the reason I prefer to back home. But my country is getting worse reason of these shah, koirala , rana , thapa [not all included except who are corrupted ] .