उुछक !!! I feel pretty weak today, not physically. I don't know if i am mentally prepared to come back. It'll take some time to realize that birds won't be chirping in the morning anymore nor will aromatic tea make its way to my bedside. There won't be delicious cooked food in the kitchen in the morning and evening, nor will I run into long lost friends walking down the street. I hate this !!! That fear of coming back hurts me deep inside. I dont know what i will do when i will be in Ktm preparing to return here.