well you should have gone to a remote mountain cabin where the nearest patient is 3 day's walk away with a bancharo and a hansiya as surgical instruments you could ride a horse provided by HMG and have a peon to cook your food or you could be in bir hospital,earning money by outsourcing the patients needing a CT or MRI to surrounding nursing homes or you should have been a non medic ,happily criticizing all doctors till you run out of breath and you chose to be a medic? you chose to live outside nepal? how could you mate? how could you? let me sharpen my hansiya now