Dear yomama: If life sucks- then suck it back, I mean life....!!! Well, after reading your thread I came to know that at least you are one of those "Normal Human" around here in Sajha. Hang on there bro/sis.... It is just a touch of or a sign of big "M"- Mid-Life Crisis. Been there done that....2 Cheer up Kiddo...!!! Pheri Vaytaula VR